Those Who Show Up...and Those Who Don't

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An album of songs about human choices, cruelty, courage, silence and hope. This album is not finished yet. Some people hurt. Some speak out. Some stand beside others when it matters. Others remain absent. Between the Read more

An album of songs about human choices, cruelty, courage, silence and hope. This album is not finished yet.

Some people hurt. Some speak out. Some stand beside others when it matters. Others remain absent. Between the personal and the collective, between despair and the possibility of a new beginning, these songs explore what it means to be present - and what is lost when we are not.

Moving across languages and stories, "Those Who Show Up and Those Who Don't" is a reflection on responsibility, vulnerability and the fragile road to life.

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    The Lollipop Lady 3:58
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    Toxic 3:02
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    Speaking Out 3:38
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    Ті, хто прийшов — і ті, хто не прийшов 3:53
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    The Last Prayer 4:57
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    Дорога до життя_The Road to Life 3:56
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Origins - State

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Origins - State : an album dedicated exclusively to women. This album is not complete yet. Writers, artists, inventors, pioneers and rebels: women who challenged conventions, followed their own paths or opened doors for Read more

Origins - State : an album dedicated exclusively to women. This album is not complete yet.

Writers, artists, inventors, pioneers and rebels: women who challenged conventions, followed their own paths or opened doors for others, sometimes without knowing how far those doors would lead

Each song offers a different perspective, a personal portrait shaped by history, imagination and music while avoiding the simple biography

A collection about individuality, courage, creativity and the possibilities of the future - and about the women who helped make it possible

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    Judith Kerr_These Days 3:09
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    Barbara Hepworth_My Heavy Heart 4:23
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    Virginia Woolf_The Door Is Closed 4:10
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    Malala Yousafzai_Who Dares To Decide 3:37
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    Josephine Cochran_A Language Of Her Own 2:52
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    Alice Guy_Sans Savoir De Qui 2:28
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    Louise Michel_Les Portes De L’Avenir 3:32
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    Ada Lovelace_Music Without Sound 2:17
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    Isabella Bird_This Is How to Be Alive 2:56
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Origins - Field

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Origins - Field is the second chapter in the Origins series : songs about what we put our faith in versus what actually holds ground. It moves between the noise of a distorted, doom-scrolled present and the quiet Read more

Origins - Field is the second chapter in the Origins series : songs about what we put our faith in versus what actually holds ground. It moves between the noise of a distorted, doom-scrolled present and the quiet stubbornness of things built slowly and without applause: a palace of stone, an exiled writer's notebook, a mother's vigil under Kyiv. Objects carry emotions, of both love and hate, hope and despair, and even of indifference.

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    I’ve Done My Own Research 4:53
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    The Language of Ghosts 5:22
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    Before The Gloaming 3:43
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    Le Ciel est si grand 2:38
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    Tu inventes Ta Légende 2:02
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    Dis oui, Anaé 3:33
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    Louisa, mon petit trésor 2:29
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    Sleepwalkers 3:26
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    Tell Me I’m Not Alone 4:09
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    Borrowed Light 3:27
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    Ferdinand Cheval_Mon Palais Idéal 4:04
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    СВІТЛО ДЛЯ ТЕБЕ_A Light for You 3:17
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    Stefan Zweig_Petrópolis 3:19
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    Everything To Me 4:33
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    Freya Stark_Beyond The Horizon 4:08
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Poor Genius Notebook II

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The second album in my Poor Genius project

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    Giacomo Leopardi_Flower in the Ash 4:42
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    Thomas Chatterton_Hear Me Roar! 1:59
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    Alfred Jarry_Roi Ubu au Bar 2:39
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    Claude Cahun_Neutre 3:22
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    Evariste Galois_Je n'ai pas le Temps 2:19
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    Franz Kafka_The Charge 4:52
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    Robert Johnson_They Needed a Story 3:49
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    Ignaz Semmelweis_Wash 3:34
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    Srinivasa Ramanujan_The Letter From Madras 5:31
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    Nick Drake_I Waited All This Time 3:22
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    John Keats_Beyond the Age 2:48
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    Anton Webern_Silence Is Not Empty 2:29
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    Julius Eastman_Said It Mattered 4:30
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    Antonio Vivaldi_The Red Priest 4:43
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    Antonin Artaud_Les Routes Sans Nom 3:08
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    John Clare_The Boy Who Heard a King 4:55
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    Mary Anning_Tomorrow For Today 4:54
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Origins - Phase

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Origins is the place where things begin : roots, seeds, first moments. It's also about my personal origins, my own story, my background, and the origin of songs where the creative spark starts, and musical origins where my music comes from

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    Marie Curie_Amour radioactif 3:49
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    The Golden Field 5:24
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    Before the Dawn 2:39
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    Surprise 2:37
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    You Didn’t Explain_你冇解释 2:39
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    Seamus from Dublin 4:01
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    Victor Hugo_L’Homme aux Mots 2:58
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    Between Fire and Tenderness 3:22
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    Le Chouf 2:24
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    Was I Real? 3:19
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    Nothing About Nothing 3:24
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    Золоте Поле 3:13
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    Orion Night Walk 5:08
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    Time Is Not Neutral 3:28
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    Facts Don't Cheer 3:52
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    Nothing Is Written 4:24
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Poor Genius Notebook I

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After reading several biographies on Mozart, I decided to pay tribute to those geniuses who died either totally unknown or in poverty (very often, both). These geniuses come from all domains, not just the artistic

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    Overture 5:54
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    Erik Satie_Victoire d'un défaitiste 2:07
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    Vincent Van Gogh_Tout à toi 3:41
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    Modigliani_Toute vie est un scandale 4:54
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    Sylvia Plath_Black Silence 4:14
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    Mozart's Echo 3:22
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    Alan Turing_Hidden Code 3:45
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    Nikola Tesla_Only The Pigeons Listen 4:24
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    Station Rimbaud 3:13
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    Camille Claudel_La Sculptrice du Silence 3:22
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    Jean-Michel Basquiat_SAMO's Groove 2:32
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    Emily Dickinson_Not Tonight 3:22
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    Henry Darger_Poor Genius Blues 5:01
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    Miss Maier In The Shadows 3:47
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    Franz Schubert_The Two Masters 3:02
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    William Blake_Visionary 4:22
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    Emily Brontë_My Sister of the Storm 5:39
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    Frida Kahlo_In the Mirror of Pain 4:42
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    Edgar Allan Poe_The First Rock Star 5:32
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Standing Ponds Of Stinking Waters

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My second album : a collection of largely autobiographical songs

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    Born In A Mess 3:42
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    In My Neighbourhood 3:26
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    Black Box 2:54
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    Eddie 3:19
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    Victim 3:27
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    Go, Please Don't Go 2:57
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    Grandad Bob_Irish jig 4:16
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    Grandad Bob_techno 4:58
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    I Had To Leave 3:04
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    Nellie 4:56
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    Flirting with Jesus 4:13
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    I’m Strong Now 3:17
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    Toi, Mon Amour 4:08
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    Blood Isn't Thicker Than Water 2:53
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    The Price Of Getting Old 5:19
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    Anaé 3:09
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Flotsam And Jetsam

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A collection of bric à brac songs - my first album

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    You're Not There 3:02
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    It Doesn't Matter 4:29
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    One Last Time 3:09
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    Chansonnette sinistre 2:52
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    上邪, Oh Heaven 2:03
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    Miscarriage 2:58
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    Baby 3:14
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    Not Forever 3:04
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    Zero Miles 2:26
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    Lost 3:52
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    Burn, Burn, Burn 3:18
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    Reflections on a stone 3:38
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    Refugee Blues 3:27
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    Because Of You 2:39
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    Requiem For A Dead Planet 3:44
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    呢个死去星球嘅安魂曲 2:33
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    Release Me 3:04
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